to early to function.

1. Weston.
2. Brody.
3. Griffin.

Dashboarding It.

Ive had a twitter since 2009.It was the place i could turn to write and be myself...now everyone in Edon is getting one.I already have like 4 people from Edon that are following me and I dont like it.  I want to be me and in this rinkydink town thats basically impossible without HUGE amounts of judgement thrusted upon me..now I pretty much just have my blog and my journal.  Im going to start a rebellion if people start getting a blog too.

Now on to my pathetic sad life.  I am currently unemployed...I quit at meijers because they are all a bunch of Jews and I couldnt take it any longer.  Im going to miss Kristal, Jan, Nate, and Justin though.  And yes I have been crying like a baby not because of missing them but of what comes next.  Im afraid..and deffinetly discouraged.  I hope finding a new job will come easy..and soon.  My sister also just recently moved out so its just me and my parents...God help me...

smile.(:

i love this picture of us..it almot looks like our smiles are luminescent.  to me its really captivating.  i find myself just staring at this picture all the time..which i know some people will think thats strange but it happens im a nerd.  get over it? 

icecreaam.♥

GUESS WHOSE GOT HAAGEN-DAZS AND BEN&JERRY'S!? yeaaah thissss fucking girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrl! :D
so excited.got rae with me. we are going to be enjoying some iceeecream later.(:

yaaaaaaaaaa hheeaaarrrrdddd.(;

shingles...

kids..remember this if you want out of something for a good week whether it be school,work,sports, or whatever..FAKE SHINGLES. I have a sunrash on my leg that does burn really bad so i told my work it was shingles and now i cant work till wednesday..so much for a paycheck. I fucked myself over on that one. Lying really does no one any good anymore. Ha, guess i got what i deserved. However that does mean i get to hang out with Rae again today and spend some quality time with my xbox.(;

Haagen-Dazs is GODLY.

Im craving Haagen-Dazs uber bad right now. D: Looks like im going to have to figure something out. Possibly take a trip to Bryan soon for some.

ITS SO FUCKING GOOD.♥ im going through withdrawl already and its only been like 2 days since ive had some...yeah its that good.its like looking at Revenge of the Sith and NOT being able to watch it.../:

sissssttter time.♥

raes on her way home from FortWEEZZZZYYY.going to hang out wiith her. hopefully i can get work off so we can have another sleepover.we have gay boy issues to work on. /:

I want us both to be happy but its so hard when there is so many distractions.  I have so much pressure on me right now because of college.  And then the added pressure of not know what to do about.."him". (hes name makes me want to punt a small child at the moment.) I wonder how some people handle stress so well.  Or why they just seem to slide on by without worries.  If i could do that i would not be as fucked up a i was.

NEW DISCOVERIES:D

i have just discovered Saosin...its seriously legit and its my new obession! ♥

FREAKING ENJOY! i know i did.

just a little something..

Florida..2011.♥

Shes not my bestfriend..shes my sister..♥

Oh Boy..

Im starting to lose hope in all men...or boys in my case.  I can not seem to find a mature but still fun...see I can hardly explain it. I just do not want to get my hopes up for it to come crashing down once again.  I have seen it happen to so many of my friends as well.  I am going to get fat from all the "sympathy" icecream I have to keep getting for my best friends and their love lifes.  I am only 18 and I know for a fact I am still to immature for a relationship.  But for my friends being alone is unberable.  I can handle it just fine.  Im having alyss come over today...she needs sympathy icecream for sure.  Dairy Treat better be ready...(: