Oh Boy..

Im starting to lose hope in all men...or boys in my case.  I can not seem to find a mature but still fun...see I can hardly explain it. I just do not want to get my hopes up for it to come crashing down once again.  I have seen it happen to so many of my friends as well.  I am going to get fat from all the "sympathy" icecream I have to keep getting for my best friends and their love lifes.  I am only 18 and I know for a fact I am still to immature for a relationship.  But for my friends being alone is unberable.  I can handle it just fine.  Im having alyss come over today...she needs sympathy icecream for sure.  Dairy Treat better be ready...(: